An emotional rant, just slide through life

How should I feel when I get the career of my dreams? What do I do when My enemies are beaten down to the streets? What should be? or, What could've been, I ask myself what would've been. I can be happy when life goes my way, but could I be, knowing it's because of someone else? Sometimes my mind makes whirlwinds around a nothing, Should I take my time slowdown despite knowing there's a storm that's brewing. If emotions don't run the world, just pure objectivity, what should I do when I'm happy, sad or angry? Is it better to be happy, pursue it with all my might, when my saddest times are when I have truly lived my life? The fear I overcame got me to the top of the mountains. It filled my heart with happiness but what next? as it's downhill, with nothing else to make me run. If emotions are vertical which has the top spot? Do only rich and privileged win the top spot.

Or, can you work through the sadness and fear leaving other emotions aside to get to the top? Life is a palette with all the tastes, we like some and hate some but all the emotions are right there. What centers us is what we feel, happiness sadness or fear it's like an onion we need to peel. All emotions have a light each one has its own weight. Let's be open to feeling whatever we feel, be it fear, sadness or emptiness it's all in the reel. Fear makes us vulnerable, Open to possibilities. Happiness gives a high, It makes the world feel a lot nicer. Sadness feels like a plight, It makes us true to what we are. Instead of swearing to feel only what we are meant to feel, Let's slide through life, and let our hearts guide what we feel.